I Am a Hotwife

And It's Not What I Expected...

I was married four years ago. We were very happy with the exception of our sex life. My husband is five years older than me, and he's had a LOT more experience. To be honest.. I was a virgin when we were married. Satisfying him was very difficult. In fact, he often was turned away from sex, simply because I was unable to perform. We would go weeks without sex, and I could see it was frustrating to him.

That's when the discussions started. Oddly enough, you would expect most guys to look elsewhere, but my husband actually suggested that I get more experience. He was willing to have a one-way open relationship, where I was the flexible one and he remained true. I considered it, but I couldn't do it.

Naturally, depression set in, and I gained weight. So to add insult to injury, I was terrible in bed and quickly losing my physical attraction. This spelled disaster. Well, amazingly enough, we still had enough of a sex life for me to get pregnant with our first child together.

Things seemed to get more and more strained in our relationship with the pregnancy, and afterwards.. instead of losing weight I continued to gain it. After about 4 months, I was tired of being fat, and I decided that the first step to fixing any of this, was to improve my self image.

I hit the gym, and I hit it hard. My husband lifts regularly, so I lifted with him, and I actually got into weightlifting and body building. This all started roughly a year ago.

So, now...I'm in the best shape I've ever been in.. but I still suck in bed. I sat and talked about it with my husband. It was obvious that even though he was incredibly supportive of my bodybuilding (most men apparently don't like it), our bedroom life was still pretty terrible.

We decided to see a marriage counselor, who in turn sent us to a sex therapist. The sex therapist was pretty clear about the situation. We simply weren't sexually compatible. I wasn't willing to let go that easily, so I decided to talk to my husband about the one way open relationship. We both decided to give it a go, as there didn't seem much to lose.

A lot of my male bodybuilder friends flirt with me and joke, so it wasn't hard to pick one of them to take home. I explained the situation and it was all very awkward. We got a babysitting to watch our boy, and then we had Nick (my body builder friend) to come to the house. We all went straight to the bedroom, and my husband sat down on a chair while Nick and I got naked and laid on the bed.

Something that didn't occur to me up to this point was penis size. My husband has a very small penis. Nick is a stereotypical black man. I'm not sure what it measures out at, but it was massive both in girth and length. It seemed large even for his 6'4 340 lb body builder frame.

I'd love to tell you it was something special, but he basically put on a condom, laid me on my back and fucked me until he came. It was very awkward. I screamed and cried because of the size of his penis, and he kept slowing down because he thought he was hurting me (he was).

Afterward, my husband and I talked about it, and I admitted that it hurt so bad, I didn't get anything out of it. So, a week went by for me to heal, and we brought Nick back. It hurt again, but not as bad.

We decided third time's a charm. I picked a different guy named Parker. Parker's dick looked "average", and this time we measured it to be about 7 inches. Perfect fit. This time it was completely different. I loved every minute of it. He fucked me about six times that night while my husband watched. He went down on me, I went down on him.. I even swallowed his cum. It was amazing.

Afterward, my husband and I talked about it again and we learned two things.

I loved being fucked by a different man while my husband watched.... and my husband loved watching me get fucked.

It has been just about a year since the first time we did that, and I've had sex with about 15 different men since then. We try to do it once or twice a month.